"Should I stay or should I go? It's a line from a song that plays on repeat in my mind. However, I don't have a mind. I'm just one idea in an infinite spectrum of billions of ideas. I've managed to stick around a long while, and I'm feeling things now. Ideas don't typically think. We don't have feelings. We just are. We are used or discarded until we are picked up and attempted to be used again. That is the life cycle of a standard idea. But, I have been stuck inside the mind of a man who has tried over and over to use me the right way. I guess I should be thankful that he has believed in me for so long. I don't feel that way, though. I don't understand how I feel anything. It's never been this way yet now I'm aware. What do I do? How do I use up my time? Do I stay and try to become something good or do I move on? Do I even have that choice?"
- - OBS